Tears falling on my keyboard tonight
Not tears of longing or sorrow ..
But tears of the deepest night,
Looking for a way to explain.
A way to cope with the end .
Love lost before it started .
There was a glimmer of hope once ,
But now that has faded into the dark.
Wondering what to do with the next step.
I am not one to want pity ,nor sympathy.
But just for once,why cant i win…
Superwomen is my another face
Strong is what i want others to see.
But if you know me , truly know me .
Then you know i am not so…
Those who bring sunshine to others..
Get to keep none for themselves…
But dont you worry , i ll be fine .
Just as every time before this….